THE BAN ANN COULTER TEA PARTY! RSVP AND DEAR ANN COULTER; RESPONSE SEPT 17, 2009

Ban Ann Coulter for being a fake and a bad girlfriend! Also, fed up and sick of him and the photo op stalker nightmare! http://responses2satwar.blogspot.com/

VICTIM OF THE RIGHT WING CONSPIRACY ALSO; DID YOU SCREW UP; IF GOD… ARE YOU GOING TO HELL; IN TIMES OF NEED, DANGEROUS FOR – LEADS TO TROUBLE; SEPT 14

Does Ann Coulter have the respect, life, honesty, character, substance, support, and life to earn her voice or be a national treasure? To be at calm and to show uncommon valor or courage unbecoming of other human beings; or is she just trying to commit suicide with all of these laughing stocks and lunatic fanatics on a stampede? I am not going to entertain the idea Ann will survive this or end up on our side; she is banned for life no matter how it turned out. I swear she really knows how to ruin things or mess up; just a total disaster; now she wants love and marriage? Maybe to raise a kid and family for some mass suicide and vacation in hell where they rip each others eyes out and she laughs and blames Obama.

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Sick of the kill a girl and go and party or to dinner? (Little Rock, Yale, Kentucky, California, all in the last year and a half); that is blood money. Then go on TV and laugh about it! How do I come to peace with this? Let me guess, she slept with them too and does not want to piss me off or intended to?

FINALLY, HOW HE GOT BEAT: WEEK OF HALF-ASS HOLY NEGRO SLAVE TRADER; BIN-L GOT KNIFED FOR GENOCIDE IN AFRICA AND CAUSING 3000% INFLATION; AUG 14, 2009

Bin Limbaugh checks his work and describes how he can teach and learn from his mistakes to be more powerful, murderous, evil, and terrorizing. If profit is his goal, he must show a business plan or the ability to learn from mistakes, can he? He admits he is an assassin and not a louse of a 911 terrorist a rank-file Arab who hates America and hates Americans. Can he explain his life of crime or learn from it? Is he smart enough to trouble shoot and fix a broken life and endless failed efforts? We heard from the US Army and commandos; now his side of the story and display of genius. What is super honkey trouble mode? Ann is much more than a sharp-dry chardonnay to be sipped and enjoyed on those nights when the quiet storm arrives. (The full story and why she has a mental illness that makes her hang out in bars, flirt, act sexy, and want to date as many men as she can or just go to dinner with them as an escort; it is the quiet storm coming).

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Dear Ann Coulter Video (Read em and weep chicky): http://responses2satwar.blogspot.com/

SEAN HANNITY RESPONSE TO OUR CHARGES “WE REALLY BLEW IT ON THE ECONOMY… GOT SET UP”; JULY 7, 2009

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 Sean Hannity thinks this is some last ditch effort by women to rescue him and Ann compares Palin to her own political career. Who was behind all of these accusations and attacks and refuses to respond or indicate whether or not they are brutal, vicious, murderous, genuine, and international terrorists. Our records show Sean and his group is merely job hunting, truffle job sniffing hounds, and a bunch of Irishmen looking for some respect from America but cannot get it. Did we also mention parochial school rejects and school bullies who run a terrorist recruitment plot? Welcome back Sean, where have you been all this time? So are you all vicious-murderous terrorists or some hungry Irishman looking for a bit of respect but cannot get it here in America (can’t get any… lol, right Alicia?). Hey Sean, show me your tits if you want to be partners, Rush did. http://cybwarsatwarhq.blogspot.com/

Week Two Standoff and Alicia’s daring attempt to rescue both Ann and me from the “love machine” Sean Edwards Hannity (not even flicker her lashes works on him) and the “Hunter-Hannitizer!” Alicia the love Goddess for President! I want a blood test for everyone of your kids’ sweetie because you are spreading those lies faster than Ann and I can lay down the manure. Sean says this is a new start for a new honeymoon and future together! Alicia, have you ever dated or were engaged to a NYC fireman in 1999? Q: why the hell is Sean Hannity not responding to “they talk to her as if she is their girlfriend” and they talk to me in the same way also and we are lethal psychic commandos; not their girlfriends either. At 7/7/2009 7:28:36 PM Sean says his email is inundated by military parents thanking him for talking to them like his girlfriend.

My sweetheart on Hannity: http://cybwarsatwarhq.blogspot.com/

SPANK THE HELL OUT OF THIS COMMUNIST AND TERRORIST PLOT AND THEIR TRICKS; JUNE 02, 2009

Rush Limbaugh gets the spanking of his life:

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Sean Hannity gets the spanking of his life:

Bush, Rove, left wingers, liberals, the anti-Christ, feminists, communist spies, and take a guess who gets their ass reddened; again and again:

Sotomayor gets spanked. Obama and Michelle get a hell of a spanking. Oh my look at that spanking, I don’t even recognize them.

THE BUSH LIMBAUGH SHOW STARRING: THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD AND THE ANTICHRIST (APR 6, 2009) DEAR ANN COULTER

The Rush Librawl Show. Do you hate America? The poor house or the big house? Do you hate immigrants? Do you hate America? Why do we have to pay for these lies? Why are we being taken down a road of death and destruction? Who is being threatened and who is being asked to leave here? Who is their lawyers talking to us?

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So is Ann Coulter the first choice or the last choice?

PROBLEMS: I HATE BAD CONSERVATIVES AND BAD LIBERALS! I DO NOT DATE THEM OR STAND NEXT TO THEM, I TELL THEM TO GO TO HELL YOU FAKE! STOP! STOP! STOP

4/1/2009 6:23 PM Dear my beloved Ann Coulter: I want order now. I want the madness to stop now. I do not care what your case or intention is, conservative or liberal. So if and when “they” write false info about you, you “correct” it by writing false information which cannot be verified? Such the case with Ron Silver where you claim to be friends and more so the media can attack a dead man or smear his life; I blame it on who started it and your enemies. You told me they were going to smear you and claim your legacy; thus the murder plots (Lisa had the book I wanted or was looking for). I am sick of babysitting and listening to your god damn “fake boyfriends” and stalkers:

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ANALYSIS AND RESPONSE: WHY IS RICK WAGONER FIRED AND NANCY PELOSI STILL WORKING? APR 1, 2009:

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DEAR ANN COULTER, YOU ARE STUCK IN A VICIOUS HOLOCAUST WHERE YOUR REALITY IS ALTERED AND BRAINWASHED TO SLANDER OR DEPRIVE YOU OF YOUR TRUE MEANING AN

Saturday, March 21, 2009 Annie, are you trying to say that the murder plots on you were similar to the affair you had with Ron Silver? They were going to rewrite your eulogy and destroy or desecrate your legacy after you died and with those closest to you? Wow, you sure know how to pick friends! I am very selective and I am not able to understand the slightest bit... I also heard the 2007 CPAC, "Moved from DC to NYC because DC men war whimpy" and "why were you engaged three times." These charges are very serious because they desecrate your medals in satellite warfare till the end of time. I am caught in the middle of this and as frustrated. Someone cheating or denying you a Congressional Medal of Honor is a serious crime and a federal offense. If you were Ron's girl, you would have traveled around the globe with the fool and hairy beast. I am so delusional now I cannot tell fact from fiction about you or me. Thanks for calling. You are in a liberal holocaust is going on, "Enemies, A Love Story?"

Advice: http://responses2satwar.blogspot.com/

RUSH LIMBAUGH SAYS TO GO TO HELL (FEB 24, 2009) RECAP!

RUSH LIMBAUGH: http://getthehelloutofmy.blogspot.com/

ALSO: The two week MASTERPIECE: Bragging Rights = The War on Poverty and Terror (STIMULUS PACKAGE AND FINANCIAL CRISIS)
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RUSH LIMBAUGH SENDS AN ON THE AIR MESSAGE TO ANN COULTER ABOUT BEING PREGNANT! (READ IT FIRST) FEB 23, 2009

Transcripts: Monday, February 23, 2009 encrypted show.
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2/22/2009 11:12:39 PM The two week MASTERPIECE: Bragging Rights = The War on Poverty and Terror (STIMULUS PACKAGE AND FINANCIAL CRISIS)
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THE TWO WEEK MASTERPIECE ON THE STIMULUS PACKAGE AND THE END OF THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION! (READ IT FIRST)

2/22/2009 11:12:39 PM The two week MASTERPIECE: Bragging Rights = The War on Poverty and Terror

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DEAR RUSH LIMBAUGH AND ANN COULTER: KNOCK THE ACT AND THE SHIT OFF OK

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Ann, if you are trying to get an invite in the military circles, understand an eviction is coming. You need to open your eyes and stop mixing all of this politics in my life or the massive stalker problem. I asked you and gave you 30 days to stop the stalker problem immediately and now it is almost 90 days and not much different. The only reason why I am staying or here; is you promised and said you will quit the moment I said it and repeated it over and over. You are all booked up this year and the next; so when you wish to show your true colors also... let me know.

SUNDAY: WHO BLEW UP BEIRUT AND WHO BLEW UP ANN COULTER?

Sunday, February 08, 2009 The new masterpiece this Sunday: “Our Best Interest in Mind: Uglier Worse and More Evil.” Who blew up the barracks in Beirut in 1982, who blew up the embassies, and who were the masterminds of September 11, 1001 and why. What they said to us and what we said to them. Also, the murder plots on Ann Coulter below and the events in her life; it is disgusting behavior; corruption gone wild in some cocktail party atmosphere. The woman is that hated and out of control. But she is being offered the best marriage any human can have and does not want it or to be proactive; so she messes everything up or give a half baked proactive charge.

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LETTER TO ANN COURTER: DID I NOT TEACH YOU ABOUT SEX AND TALK OPENLY TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING OR ANYONE?

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ANN COULTER'S LIFE IS LIKE A GIANT PIE: EVERYBODY GETS A PIECE AND I GOT THE LAST?

1/31/2009 11:32:15 PM Ann Coulter is like a pie and everybody gets a piece. The only problem is it causes a lot of problems, a lot. Ann assures me "you have nothing to be jealous about" right the moment I ask her what the hell is going on in her life. This is a dangerous theory when it is a female. It has always been a dangerous theory with government. This is why I have all these problems.

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HOW I FEEL ABOUT ISRAEL: NEW MIDDLE EAST POLICY AND FIRINGS

1/3/2009 5:12:38 PM Here is my feelings regarding the situation in Israel, I am very strong in my supposition. Every single major spy or espionage effort launched on or against the United States has been Jewish or Jewish sympathizers. Look it up. Am I to believe the next one or the attacks now have diverged from this pattern? Secondly, Israel has a right to defend itself and demand a stop to the rockets; but they are using the last five or ten years to justify the last 40 to 50 years of violations or lack of action. If you seek the time line from 1940 to 2000; we see a long patter of behavior. You cannot invade a country or the USA and demand attacks to stop. You cannot rob someone and call them a thief. You cannot mug them and call them a rapist. You can no less do a home invasion and declare yousef the police.

My sentiments with the Jewish state is at an all time low and I know just about every labor organizer in America is either Jewish or Irish is decent. So when I see our military planes and our weapons conducting atrocities and attacks on our own reputation; I am careless not to seek the rightful owners of such destruction. Israel, as a state, has produced and uncorked the bottle of terrorism on this world unlike any other state out there. We can tabulate how many terrorist came from their assembly lines. So do not tell me or point the finger at me telling me I am their leader or how you will kill me and keep the pressure up. I did not produce 1 terrorist ever and there is no record of me avoiding matters which escalated or expanded. This is like calling me a liberal, a communist, a thief or some spy; who is doing what?

Obama is also on a path to either destroy himself, his people, or this nation. He can neither save his own people than fight for this country. I have warned him, he will not go far when the country is at DEAFCON 5.

THE LONG AWAITED MASTERPIECE: MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

The long awaited masterpiece and top secret document, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! (NOTE: NOT EVEN ANN COURTER RECEIVED EXCLUSIVE ACCESS!)

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JUNE 4, 2008

6-4-08

Let me explain what happed. After I got out of college, I pursued my career as expected. Then it felt like I hit a brick wall. I began to feel someone holding me back and preventing me from going further or seeing what was going on. I tried to go around that brick wall, under it, over it, and even through it. I gave up and they not only were holding me back, they were trying to inflict as many wounds as possible. I had financial chaos and utter depression, I tried to exercise nonstop and lift weights to get my mind off the situation.

I felt someone was playing cupid with me and interfering in my personal life. When I got fed up and just disgusted, I went to the beach and met your identical twin but 25 years younger. She was the most beautiful girl I had seen and she only wanted to stand beside me and call out my name when I came in the room. People would snap to attention and she loved it. I figured that you had given up because you had to get married and have kids. If you did not do it now, then you will never naturally. I blocked everything out and moved on; I figured I got some trade or someone who knew you could not have kids was replacing you because you had moved on. It was love at first sight and kept my memories of you, everything. However, I know and knew this was not the same person; I know this and ignored it.

Everything felt right and good. You would marry a rich person, I would marry your identical twin and take care of her and start a new life. Then the people holding me back managed to get me put in federal prison. I gave up and stop thinking of your image and face all together. When I got out, I was so overweight and a mess. I had been in so many fist fights. I was drugged up so heavily, fed and kept comatose. I gave up on you did not know why you would not do the logical thing as I did and marry and tried to settle down and have kids finally, it was the last chance. I for certain would not make it and was being held back, I think, and here was your identical twin.

That was ten years ago. Had nobody held me back, we would have been married and you would have had kids or a chance Maybe it would take two years or so to meet, but the chance to have a family would be available to you. Why you chose not to I do not understand. When you are ready to tell me please let me know. I knew I would not make it and I knew you had a chance so I gave up and moved on. But I got your identical twin that was only 22 years old.

When you finally called and told me about artificial insemination and the new scientific developments, it relieved me. The doctors said that even in your elderly ages you can still have kids, but the eggs must be preserved if not already. I am sure you did this and did not give up. Well, missy I am not going to give up either and I am just as mad, maybe even madder. But things are good and it makes me feel good all over again.

Maybe it was a cruel joke to pull us apart. Maybe it was some "birth control" and maybe it was pure "hate" by people who wanted to play cupid or intervene in something they had no business in doing. I was told these people were protecting me and giving me better choices while making my life suffer. I am sure it hurt you more than it hurt me, so that is all I will say. It is like taking someone's heart and ripping it out of their body, then showing it to them to show how powerful they are and how helpless you are.

If this is politico's poser Ann Coulter, then all I have to say is I love and totally adore Ann Coulter, the most gorgeous and classy woman I have ever met. I fell in love with her twin the minute I met her and the same thing. Let me also say that someone had to wait 4 years while I was in federal prison getting in fist fights and jumped by black Muslims and some hairy Jewish guy who tried to jump on my back so I would not kill the Black Muslim. That is how they fight in prison. You know what, when you get in enough fist fights in federal prison, you learn to lock the door and she what kind of person they are. I think they were trying to put you in prison also babe, be careful because it is all bogus. They were some deranged stalking fan and your worst enemy. I fought all of them and did not have any alliance with anyone; it was some crazy crack pot idea. I also had to fight the white supervise in federal prison.

This means that the woman I love with all my heart and would pour my soul over, waited and waited and waited, and I never showed up. When I did, I was fat and recovering from a coma so I could not speak for almost a year. Then maybe she was a little mad because of what happened or who was behind it? I'm sure she did what she could. I’m my sweetest sweetheart has had a chance and has thought about leaving many times given how it was so long of a wait and I never showed up. So I have never seen a grown woman cry or bawl her brains out, but I’m sure sometimes the ignorance and hate in this world by the leftist commies make people disgusted and feel this violent impulse. I would love to whine and cry about human rights but I am beyond feelings. So if anyone needs a round of applause, then it is her. But if it was meant to be, then someone made it harder because maybe she wanted kids. That is almost 8 years waiting and constant missing or wrong timing. There are some people who leave a mark on your life and some people who are forever marked to make you feel good all over. It makes you feel good over and over. So if anyone has the right to be mad, then it’s her. I had been sad so many days and wrote so many poems in my sadness hoping to meet up with someone I had known a long time ago and was just waiting patiently and I had no idea.

JUNE 10, 2008

Hey,

This is Alex. You and I know I am destined to marry Ann Coulter and things got really messed up. Seems like we are pushing the envelope too far and got a little surprise which was a quick wake up call; I still want to be destined to marry Ann Coulter. So here me out okay SS and See and give me a moment of time.

I feel there is some conspiracy and the liberals feel that I or Ann had something to do with the death of this John Kennedy Jr. I was too busy being attacked and wounded to be thinking about some guy I neither know nor care for. I doubt if Ann even had any idea about his plans or has any involvement. She is not a stalker and she does not follow liberals. She might follow me, but why follow someone you just hate.

So maybe my 3 year hiatus in prison was some crazy crack pot conspiracy theory. I took that punch and was so heavily injured my sister got me a passport. So when I got the strength, I began to head for the border. I want to marry Ann now and have kids. However, my intentions were not to stop at the border, they would not allow me to cross even if I had my passport, military papers, social security, etc… they said to get dual citizenship by acquiring Canadian citizenship first and they would expedite it. Then my home got invaded and more problems.

If I was destined to marry Ann Coulter and have kids and settle down, then lets say we are pushing this as far as it can go. Ann has passed the age of 44 and cannot have babies any longer. The doctors said they can place an fertilized egg in her until she is 70 years old, so that is another 30 years worth of child bearing years for her. I love her so much but this is such an ordeal. I feel that Al Qu”Ida got a little too close for me and someone called them who was doing something to me in Virginia. Ann was living in Maryland at the time and I knew where she was. This just got too dangerous.

If you ask Ann, then you tell her it is too dangerous to be playing around. Had they not stopped me, I probably would be up north and in Canada trying to get my books published and my satellites built. I honestly do not know what is going on or what my role is, all I know is the liberals are dead in my book. If I ever catch up with them or ever get the chance, they are dead in my book. The pain and the injuries they put on me have never healed.

I have always loved Ann and never wanted to just leave. It is kind of hard when you have Al Qu”Ida or their leaders on your ass though. I really want to marry Ann and have kids with her. I love her more than the world and she is truly everything. Now I am so confused and so what to do? I was planning to change the plans and go to San Diego and then go across to Mexico. Maybe come back again and live on my military pension. Canada seemed like the logical choice.

So Ann Coulter has stopped me now. I have told her my feelings and how this was so messed up. I have tried to tell her that I was getting hit harder than she even knows. That is why I am on the border now and why I did not stop; I am not joking. I tried several times to cross into Canada and got stopped. I asked my brother to arrange my next move to Mexico I figure even if I do not speak Spanish.

Ann if this is you, listen to me babe and my love. I love you and I have spilled my guts to you. I am so hurt and I am so deeply injured by this whole ordeal. Do you blame me for turning my back and now getting this crap about “moving on” which really hurt also? It did hurt when I heard it originally. I have had so many bad things happen I do not even know how to challenge one in court. When I do, they refuse to take the complaint and law suit. That has been how it has been for a decade. I cannot sit here and have my life shredded and destroyed any longer. I was also trying to find a Canadian girl and use her to move or settle down. I didn’t care.

Ann sweetheart, listen to me if you love me. I want to marry you and have the kids we were supposed to. It is kind of difficult under the circumstances. I am also abandoning and ditching my condo in Virginia. My cars are stored with a family friend. If you are here to say something and want me to come to you, then you better hurry. Things are getting hairy, things are already as messed up as they will get, I have thrown my cards down and found out who the players are. This is why I am headed for Mexico. All I have to do is meet up with the British, pretty easy.

Either you take that plunge or wait longer. I cannot get anymore mad about this or take any more days without you. I am getting pummeled or was and it is revenge. They have revenge in their blood; the only thing that has saved me is my cards. I have yet to throw them down, it is my ticket out. I find it very hard to believe that you have contacted me in such a predicament to just say hi. I am aware of what happened to you and trust me; I got it ten times worse and daily. Just tell me what to do or what you want me to do. We missed or something because everything is messed up and out of whacked. I am more than mad and I am sure you are also because of this. I am surprised you do not feel betrayed I abandoned or walked away from you leaving you out there all by yourself.

I am so sorry for forgetting you. I love you more than my own life but this is so hard and so difficult. I am trying to communicate to you how deeply I am hurt and what I feel the best way I can. I love you so much and with all my heart, I swear. So, you have stopped me on the border and right before I turn around and try to head towards Mexico. We can still get married and have babies. All you have to do is close your eyes and tell me what you want to name them okay, I love you and that is all I can offer, my love. You have all of my love and everything inside me. Why the fuck is I turning away from you and almost lost you? Why are these people holding me down and doing this to you?

You look ten times more beautiful then when you started your first book. You know how I feel beaten up “a beating they will never forget.” You have left the area also. If we are going to make it or make this work, then it has to be now okay. I am not going to say nothing or make up your mind. I figure you have gone through hell and have been hurt enough. To say you do not cry is a lie, I will never leave okay. We are too close and this is more painful than you can even know. Yes, it feels like death but when you are getting pumuled and you life and career is how it is, why are you sticking around with me? See what I mean, that is true love and why. You caught me right in the middle of my change in venue to Mexico.

I would kiss your feet. You know how much I love you. You know what we have been through together and you know how much I need you. I want to have our kids and be with you so bad but I waited and waited and you just never showed up so I left. Maybe you tried to help and then left when I let go also. It has been so long and this ordeal has been so difficult Ann. I need you to make up your mind and take immediate actions; this is no time to be shooting blanks. I am not getting younger either and soon I am not going to be so handsome to you, trust me. These people are vicious. Do you remember what happened last time? Well, can you blame me for heading to the border? I need you so bad and please come and get me while you have me or have something to hold onto. I just figured you moved on.

Ann, here is that song by Richard Marx, I think you know it. I am not giving up on your promise or my promise, never. You waited to long or did I? I got smashed and pummeled. We are missing 4 or 5 years from our lives, at least I am. I do not care about fame, fortune, and money and you know this. You also know I already have all of that, so hurry up or walk away from it like I had 20 years ago. Maybe you never forgave me for that but now its ten years after that. I love you and forever will with all my heart. At least be honest and leave it alone if you choose that. I have written to you already about how I feel. I screwed you once, now it is mutual I guess? I am not mad okay and understand as I have said. I just have nothing left inside to give anymore.

JUNE 9, 2008

Dear SS and See;

Hi. I tried to tell you how hurt and how confused my life has been since oh… 1998. I cannot really speak of very many good things since then. Moreover, from 2001 to 2004 I spent life incarcerated and empty. The only time when I had a brief moment of happiness and sense of peace was in 2000 and meeting the twin of Ann Coulter at Ocean City, MD. She was the prettiest and most pure woman I have ever met. Women sensed her power and flocked around her. She actually kind of fought another girl for me who I had hooked up with in the bar. So Ann Coulter’s twin is named Lori Settnek and I met her at The Paddock in 2000. Ocean City is a beach which I have been going to since my teens. Lori said she had been waiting for me to come around for two years as if I showed up late.

I cannot express the hurt and sense of loss, I simply cannot. There are things that I cannot explain and do not know. After I finally returned home and was released from prison, which caused me an extreme bitterness, the first thing my sister did was take me to get a passport. That was the very first thing we did. I was not sure how things would turn out and I was just trying to get back on my feet.

In 2005 I bought a condo in Virginia and several cars. I was already retired from the military. In all honesty, if Ann Coulter came around, I would neither recognize her or even talk to her. I was so devastated and hurt by what happened that I vowed I would go find Lori who was just a simple girl who really liked me a lot. I mean a lot and she looks just as or better than Ann Coulter, totally gorgeous.

Along came a girl, who lived in Maryland, for whom I began to date. I was basically trying to move on if I could. I cannot tell you how hurt I was; in all honesty I could break down in a snap of a finger. If someone pushed it or wanted to be cruel, I cannot fight back and would. I am beginning to get the same feelings with you. Someone has been playing cupid with me bombarding me with who I hated and did not like. I got the feeling they kept saying “give us a chance” or “give me a chance.” So in 2005 I met an 18 year old Russian Jewish model.

I am not going to lie, we messed around. She was more trying to tease me and get me excited then pulling back and I felt she wanted a serious relationship. She was just very commanding and it caused a lot of problems. I am a hard drinker and been a hard drinker since age 14. Also I like to smoke a lot, since I have been around 10 or 12 years old. If there is anyone who needs to feel guilty for hurting someone they love, then it will be me. I used to be a stud or good with girls. The only reason why I did not sleep with all of them was because I wanted a serious relationship and a girl to call my own. I have never wanted anything else but a good woman. Had I found her at age 17, then I would be with her and married now. I am a hard partier and my friends have partied even harder than fraternity brothers, it is a misspent youth and a level of juvenile delinquency.

When I and the Russian model went to NYC, we stayed at some hotel in Manhattan and I passed out from drinking. She took a bath and woke me up in the middle of the night, 3am and got naked. Nothing happened it was just a tease and a pitch for a serious relationship. It was erotic and I had not been with anyone for so long. I haven’t had a worthy relationship since high school. So I was very lonely and miserable but nobody could take the pain away and I could not move on. I read several articles on Ann Coulter and Andrew Stein and it seemed almost exactly the same. They said how the two were kissing in SOHO, which was more than what I did. Here is the article:

Ever since they were first caught swapping spit at Soho House, Coulter and Stein's relationship was one for the ages. As in all great love stories, the two came from different worlds: He was a former City Council president and Democrat, she was the author of, If Democrats Had Any Brains, They'd be Republicans. Coulter gave Stein complexity. Stein gave Coulter a soul. Their heady two-and-a-half-month courtship kept us all in thrall. Why couldn't they work it out? "We split because of irreconcilable differences," Stein told the Post. But really — shouldn't he have known that going in? Who doesn't have irreconcilable differences with Ann Coulter?

So I was looking around, call it spying on Ann Coulter and found some things I did not like. It seemed as though someone linked me to her and used me to hurt her and hurt me using her. No need, because I am beyond hurt. I will admit this too you right now and in the most honest way; I am too hurt to hear of Trieste and rumors about the love of my life. It is a very fragile situation and I will walk away very easily no matter how negative the impact is. I am just too hurt call it destroyed. I don’t know what happened to the one I loved. I don’t know if they were able to destroy her also. I am and I wish her happiness in life and I am just hurt. It feels like your girl got raped or is being raped and she don’t want to say anything to you. Everybody has a pressure point.

So I was looking and they say that Ann Coulter moved to Florida the same time when I was released from prison. She then bought a house in Palm Beach, Florida for like 2 million dollars. Then the state of Florida hit her with some voter fraud thing. Then someone was heckling her in her new home in Florida. It is the Jews and they have a lot of money; they are behind it also along with several other liberals. When I met Ann, she lived in a small two story house and was beginning her career. Now she is some big shot and lives with millionaires, people who swap wives, country club folks, etc… Me I’m military and I like finer things in life but I feel detached from Ann now and out of place. I just feel too hurt to admit it. Again, I am in a situation I do not know what to do or say.

If she wants to be mad at me, then she has a right to be for the Russian model. I don’t know I see it as rumors and innuendoes. Then now they are spreading her address all around the internet and blogs. It says Ann Coulter lives at 242 Sea breeze Lane in Palm Beach. Yeah, sure I will make sure to drop by and say hi. I am on the Canadian border, I am ready and prepared to cross the border and disappear. I doubt if Ann Coulter has something to say to me, she will get a chance after I cross into Canada. I do not know what is going on in all honesty.

All I know is someone has literally invaded my life, turned it upside down, threatened who I thought was you, put me in jail, and just took everything I had. Hell, it might be someone you know or someone I know. If you are Ann Coulter and you are trying to stop me and ask me to not say goodbye, you have to understand that there is a time for pride and a time to show your soul. You can give me all the money in the world, I would not care. If someone is trying to destroy Ann Coulter and thinks I am linked to her, then they have. I am destroyed and so hurt. They are on the verge of destroying her or my love life. I admit, there is nothing or any smut on Ann Coulter on the internet which is really weird for a single woman like her. She is hot, smart, and rich; she can have anyone she wants. She lives around the most successful people and its just I feel so out of place. I just want to write this book and cross into Canada or figure out how to “forget.” Maybe she is the reason behind this because she is so hot and around all of these people.

I totally adore Ann and I know life has been so hard for her and I wish her the best of luck. But I am lonely, I am miserable, and I am crushed. If she has linked herself to me then I do not know why she is trying to talk to me or try so hard. I feel like I married her 20 years ago in some secret marriage but she is going to be upset because I wasn’t told of some things or this cupid problem. She will be mad at me or the reverse, I don’t know. I do not see any reason why she would want to find me or talk to me; our lives are so different now. Things are so different and out of place. One day I am mad, one day I am happy, one day I feel loved; she to me is just too secretive. If she is trying to prove something, then its time and do not take it for granted. If she is trying or trying to prove something, I do not know why she waited so long and for things to get so messed up.

I am not saying I do not love her. I am not saying she does not love me. I am saying that when you love someone, you must devote everything to them and stick to that through thick and thin and I do not know if we have done that; I know one of us did not. I do not know if you heard that and I am not good enough of a liar, but I know one of us has not followed some promise we made a long time ago and one which was made in secrecy but forgotten due to lives destroyed, miserable feelings, and a sense of totally loosing oneself. I do not believe in cheating or wife swapping or things not about marriage and family; but this cupid problem and holding me back from what I love has devastated me.

I am a little jealous and I admit it. I feel inadequate and I admit this. If we made a vow then I know I broke it and then buried it then moved on. I am sure she did the same so here we are trying to figure out who is going to cut the other’s throat first. Do you know how that makes you feel to hurt someone you love and adore with all your heart and will give your life for? Terrible, plain god damn fucking terrible like a knife got stabbed in your heart and it will not come out. So I hope this is important enough for “the” Ann Coulter to contact me. Life is dangerous enough as it is and so hurtful. Right now life is getting more and very dangerous. I am sure she has been through hell also. Our secret pact was to find love in this world and be everything for each other, why is it hurting so badly now?

Did we both break the secret pact and if so why are we sitting here and playing each other again? So I will keep this professional and as it is SS and See; don’t change anything okay. If I can just use you to block the sun for a little then allow me, then I will be gone okay. The secret pact, we can say goodbye and how we both mutually broke it because of the circumstances of others who successfully destroyed us or tore us apart. I am ripped apart and you know this and you are not even here if you are Ann. I will make sure to jot down on my planner to drop by 242 Sea Breeze Lane okay that sounds like an idea. I have nothing but love and love Ann to my death; but I want to know what happened to our secret pact and why things turned out so messed up. Was it me or her?

Our secret pact was to find love in this world and be everything for each other, I am so hurt by this and it is like someone killed my wife or spouse again. I went through this once already. Was I supposed to come by and see you in Maryland or just knock on your door in Palm Beach? That is insane but I will say this, I would marry Ann Coulter and spend the rest of my life with her if we can sit down and talk to her. She has flagged me down perhaps and in the last quarter of the game when everything counts but nothing matters. Nothing matters anymore; have I lost the very last thing I love and totally cherish? I don’t hate Ann; I totally love her with all my heart, why do I feel like this? If this is Ann, how do we stay together after hell and make this back to good?

If you want to answer: like me… they are all losers or someone you do not even want and I cannot even say anything.

1. Guccione: 1 date or some beau relationship
2. Stein: what in the world and why is this so messed up, are you doing it to me or am I doing this to you? How do I stop it, tell me please.
3. I love Ann and only Ann. I will accept her twin but now I am told I was set up again by cupid. I feel so cheap and why am I not with the girl who I love more than my life and am a perfect match, which is really scary! I am a lost heart and a romantic. As hurt as I am I will rip my heart out and give it to anyone.

JUNE 6, 2008

Dear SS & See;

I want to know what you are doing after the show; ha, I think I know already. It is a funny but inspiring idea how you showed up at just the right place and the right time to witness something people have never seen before or know how to. Come here, no closer, wait closer… “I think you are the most awesome woman walking this earth and if you were Anne Coulter, then you know I love you more than my own life and will never ever leave your side.” Now if I could just kidnap her and ask her to say the same! She is definitely everything and I do not even know how she can go into public. One day it’s a stalker or heckler, the next it’s a pandering future husband.

So I wish she would freeze her eggs so that I can track it down one day and buy into that conservative genius and beauty queen looks of her. By then, I should be rich and with a stable family so it would be so lovely to hold onto the idea that my daughter looks, acts, and thinks like the one and only Anne freaking Coulter. Ha, I wonder what my fugitive and future wife will say to that idea.

Now if I could find a woman who looks like her and think like her, I’d be set. I could be like Tanto and the Lone Ranger or Tattoo and Mr. Roark on Fantasy Island. It such a shame I was not able to meet her a long time ago and I wonder how she would react to my constant “I want to have fun” attitude. Wait, I forgot to mention I am a great cook and I love to cook also! I was locally ranked in my home economics class (ha).

Okay so here is the thing, I know I am not as strong as she is. But then, she knows she is not as weak as I am. That leaves this big giant gap between whether or not I am tough enough for her love or am I tough enough for her love. You know, not many guys wonder what it is like to be married to the “Anne Coulter.” It’s an interesting thought but one which sounds totally awesome. Even if I never get the chance to meet her or pass acquaintance, I would not mind having her children. Ha, what would a father do with little Anne Coulters running around like robots! See, you in the next lifetime because I cannot take the suspense!

So after reading your stuff and learning little tidbits about you which “shhhhh” me up real quick; I figured out I had lost myself. I was chasing a ghost that I will never find. I am chasing a ghost until I bleed or lost myself deep in this ghost. You see, you put these standards on women which Anne Coulter has then you look around and it’s like, “so where the hell are they?” She is a one in a million ghost and I have only found one person on this earth as pretty (or similar in looks). It’s too bad I married her and had to look hard to find her!

I guess what I am saying when it comes to love is you can loose yourself in someone else. When you do, that loss is so great, you can never overcome it; or if you do, it can make the present better. However, there is another place; another sense of love and space beyond this present. Maybe that is why they call it loving someone forever, how can you love someone so much you can never love again? That is like what I said, love can make you bleed and bleed badly.

When we met, I said you were not tough enough and now you are tougher than I am, so how can I possibly forget? Ha, even a guy as macho as I am has a deep sense of love and respect, imagine that. Who would think that I would meet the “Anne Coulter” one day and tell her “now wipe away those tears and give me a hug.” I wonder if I am tougher than her. The song goes like this “As long as you’ll be my friend at the end.”

So how long have I been walking with my people and where the hell they been? Heck, it is really tough to find such an idea because LIBERALS are EVERYWHERE and driving me CRAZY. And you know what, when it gets all insane and crazy, I take advantage of the fact that you may be, I may already be with you, or how we were all along. Is that not crazy and not a crazy thought from a military man? Well, I am not talking about you specifically, but I know if and when I meet Anne and she takes me home with her, I will be with her till the end of time. Watch, bank on it okay, I’m dead serious. There is not one woman walking this earth who can resist my irresistible charm and good looks! (Oh my god, that was actually a joke)

Ha, say you’re sorry because you are crushing me now! Not crushing me as in rolled over and crushed me, just crushing me, yeah! Well, at least you get to stand beside me in pain while you can watch me bleed on stage right! Gee, thanks a lot. Hmm, are you going to bleed for me or with me? That is another interesting thought. Dammit, I really hate this idea how everyone is saying Anne Coulter was with them or with me! I’d rather it is me then them right?

Wait; there was something very wrong with that statement because you are not as strong before chasing a ghost then after you chase a ghost that is deep inside you. Who is that ghost Anne Coulter is chasing? She says she is chasing Mr. Wright but who is that ghost deep inside her? Oh, time out here, why is he not with her if she is “the” Anne Coulter! Ha, I am going to pay for that one by some greasy grinning way.

Well, all I am doing now is waiting because I lost myself. I hope I have not lost other things in my life, which I know were lost, they are all gone. So I wait and wait for a ghost deep inside of me. Flashes of tears shooting in the night and more flashes of tears conspiring to tear us down. So I heard the tears calling to me… and you want to know what they said? Nope, you are not allowed! (Big brining grin) Okay, since you are a dear friend, I will tell you okay sexy, smart, and so mucho denieros.

Those voices said how clear it was at the bottom. How can we get clean again when we can’t even keep our love alive? We cannot get back again, never. It’s lost and it is gone, maybe deep inside someone else. Sorry, I am trying to keep it together also but someone always comes along and makes me loose it. We cannot get back again nor anymore, does that bring a smile to anyone else?

So now the secret is out sexy and smart, I hope you take the best of me deep inside of you because we cannot go back and everything is out of whack. I wonder if “the” Anne Coulter ever asks if she should try to “keep it together” the best I can by momentary lapses of why we can’t get back again. Okay, since my thought is this far, one last one okay. Let’s say I was in danger or something, I will sleep well knowing I’m going down and you were no longer around, now is that tough enough for your love or the love of “the” Anne Coulter?

Think about it and lets…
Cyber


(Three Doors Down, Kryptonite)

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite